Max

O God. I got a dog.
This is a crazy new experience for me.
I'm a little stressed.
I don't know what to do or how to act.
Don't know how to take care of him.
Feel like he will hurt himself if I don't watch him.
I'm just scared.
Having a few seconds thoughts on why I agreed to this.
I feel like it's too much pressure.
Too much to handle.
I'm thinking about how my parents will feel.
Especially to how the house smells.
He's really sweet though.
Really cute.
But I'm so scared he's a lot of work.
I can't believe we got him.
That he's here.
Makes me think about having a kid and how I'd feel about that.
Maybe I'm not ready for kids.
Maybe it's too much work.
Maybe it's too overwhelming.
Gosh I'm scared of so much.
I feel like it's all too much.
This is super super stressful.
He just ate a pit and I'm worried about him. I worry about him. I don't know if I'm ready for a kid. I feel so overwhelmed.

I feel so overwhelmed. I don't know what to do. I hope I get the strength and the vision to figure it out.